I need you so much closer

I've waited so long and you said you'd be here.

I went to find myself in hope you'd be waiting for me when I got back.

Where are you? Why are you not where I am?

Do you not understand that every day I don't spend with you is another day I'm losing you? You're leaving soon and I've been reading stories that leave me terrified you're never coming back. When I ask you if you're coming to see me and you don't reply.. I might be over reacting, but it scares the fuck out of me. It makes me angry. It makes me anxious that I might lose you soon and not knowing what you're doing fucks my head over..

So just let me know yeah.