Sunday

It's that time again.

I'm insecure about everything. Absolutely everything.

What if I lose my job over this?
I'm a crappy worker anyway.
I'm a shit head.. It's not going to take long for this guy to figure that out.
I'm too clingy.
Why don't I move on with my life?
Why don't I go back to TAFE and do my cert. 4?
How come I'm always so sarcastic and cruel to people?
My friends are slowly drifting away from me.
I'm never going to get anywhere doing this shit.
My dad doesn't love me. No way.
I'm a pissy whingey little bitch.


There is just so much shit that I need to do. I need to grow the fuck up.



Everything is going wrong in my head.

3 comments:

CA said...

should we go back to tafe?

Jayne said...

I want to bad. However..
1. Can't afford it
2. Last time round was shit
3. I think we missed enrolments

4. Do you think we would fail? I failed hardcore. I am in no position to fail as of today. However. I really want to do it. Let's discuss over lunch or wine or something. It could be lots of fun.

CA said...

i dunno, maybe we would totally kill it?